

Despair of despair o’ the wretch of my soul
A thousand long nights lost within this deep hole
A pardon for me is an excuse for you
So what can be done that will rightly subdue
The matters at hand are of dire concern
Regarding life death welfare and disregard
If the Lord is judge then let him take charge
But as of just yet we are left on this Earth
Yet haven’t we the faintest of clues or of thought
Need we remember the rest of the plot
That I did not act out merely as God
But in self defense after years being tossed
Anything but the right way I ought to go
So am I guilty on this one act alone
Certainly so for I am a man by now
Wondering alone on how to get out
Yet please do take heed of my entire story
A monster of conformity and not from beginning
Of course I realize this will not revise my crimes
I hope in due time you will open your eyes
This happened to them from me or so it seems
Coming from those who have afflicted my being
The cycle of hate is so never ending
I hope you do not do as I do one day